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Hmmmmminggu nie rumah aku full house.....everybody is back......semua balik.....complete family nie 8 org.....hmmm seronok jugak dapat berhimpun balik mcm dulu...tu pun nasib baik aku tak keje...kalau keje...alamatnye payah ler hidup ekkk.....hmmm khamis nie baru keje balik...tu pun tiga hari...pastu cuti then keje malam....tak susah dah....wahhhhh best nye......hmmm this tuesday or wednesday, result ielts kuar....hui.....nervous gile bile pk2 balik....tawakal jer laaaaa...dah buat yg terbaik maaaaaaa..........................

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akhirnye...berakhir lah sudah kerjaya English Language ku......wah...lega rase nye..........tapi tak di nafikan....susah jugak.....first time pening mase pekse.......mmg penang.....soalan ade 40.....bagi sejam jer......baru jawab 20....mase dah nak abih....tension btui ler....tapi alhamdulillah....boleh jugak pak cik jawab ngan tenang.......pase sesape yg nak amik ielts.......tak yah beli buku dah...beli kat aku...aku bagi harge murah2......................

wah......pening laaaa

nak kene buat essay.....speaking listening reading..................waaaaaa

Some of the email that i will keep forever

May all your wishes and dreams come true.
May you always be happy and never blue.

Thank you for being a such a good friend!
Send this rose back to the friend that sent it to you , and to all of your truest friends ! Your true friends will always send it back to you !

It's touching...........utk renungan...

You will be happy that you read this all the way through.

As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were too busy. At one point you had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all your activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.

I noticed that before lunch you looked around, may be you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables o! ver and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet. You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.

Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said good night to your family you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you. I've got patience, more than you wi ll ever know. I even wan t to teach you how to be patient with others as well.

I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation. Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time. Have a nice day!

Your friend, ALLAH

hmmm....what a short day....

Bangun2 dah kene kuda beli nasik bungkus....hari nie....my mama doesn't cook....soo need to find something to feed four starving people in da house.....Hmmm beli ler kat satu kedai yg dikatekan sedap by my mother......ceh.....aritue dah beli...tak sedap langsung....mcm mane die boleh kate sedap....ntah ler.....selalu cereewet sgt bab makan......hmmm bukan ape..maybe die tak nak ngaku kalah kat anak die kot.....but mostly yg die kate tak sedap mmg tak sedap.......tapi kedai nie die terkata sedap kot....that's why the statement not going to change in front of me......maybe it will be change in another 2-3 years....waaaa......
Then pastu tgk ler cite siam kul 12.30 sampai kul satu.......then layan telenovela cuando seas meas.......eeeee geram betul aku tgk cite nie....bile la si fabian nie nak kene......yg diego nie dah ler bodoh gile.......eeee geram......lepas jer cite tu.....sambung plak cite siam kat astro...ape tah tajuknye......yg aku tau cite pasal sorang laki nie...kaki perempuan....bini pun banyak....tapi kaya gile......mmg tak nafikan mamat nie mmg pandai ayat siot.....kagum gile aku.....bini yg garang mcm singa pun boleh senyum then cium die tgh marah....hahahahahhaha......man rule........go go go go go....man....hmmmm pastu tak tgk ape dah.......
Duduk pun tak senang coz 4.30pm nak pegi british council lagi...hari ade kelas lagi...esok ptg pun ade gak.....waaaaaa...tapi takpe...nasib baik instructornye tak membosan kan.....walaupun cakap bi slang british.....nak tegelak pun ade....bini cun laki hensem.....mmg padan ler diorang nie.....(instructor aku kat british council daaaaa).........Dalam kelas tu...aku sorang jer melayu...lain sume chinese.......2 girls.....and the rest is boys.........there is 12 people in da class.....
Tadi belajar listening and reading........listening tu mule2 senang....pastu bile semakin naik level.....pergh....macam roket nye conversation.......paraphrasing tak mau mau nye....aku dok terkapa gak ler dlm kelas tadi...blur jer soalan last tue....ingat kan aku sorang jer.....hahahahhahaha bebudak lain pun tercangak2 jugak....kah kah kah kah kah....instructor tu pun replay dua kali.........die pun tak dapat jawapan kot....kah kah kah kah....hmmmm lepas abis klas kul 9.00 mlm.....terus gi bukit jambul.....amik hp aku yg rosak dulu........hmmmm nasib baik dah elok.....kalau tidak mmg cina tu nak kene maki.....dekat dua bulan simpan harta aku.....
And then pi kasim mustafa...mkn ape ker sikit......then terus balik.....aku bungkus roti canai for my mother....die nak sekeping jer....ces merepek ape bungkus sekeping jer....aku pun bungkus ler 3 keping......mamak tu boleh kate cukup ker...sambil tgk muka aku lain macam.....aku sepak jugak mamak nie...die ingat aku nak makan kot....tak nampak ker aku dah makan kat dalam kedai tadi......eeeeeeeeeee.......nasib baik die gelak .........kalau tak mmg kene sound.......apsal ler aku nie....macam bad mood jer lepas kelas tue...kepala jadi pening...kire nak marah jer.....jumpe bebudak kilang kat bj pun aku buat deek jer.....mampus ler......pastu terus pederas balik rumah.........sampai dalam kul 10.40pm....
Sampai2 terus aku buakak hp bapak aku amik simkad die...kasi die hp lame aku....lame pun ade kaler gak kan....die pun punye la happy......dan dan terus kerosek hp tue...tanye aku mcm2...nie yg buat aku lemah nie......last2 aku kasi die manual....then die pun kate....."laaaaaaaaaa ada pun manual dia...ingat kan dah buang"....pergh selamat aku.....kalau tidak sampai pagi tak abih lagi tanye.....hihihih...nie pun ade lagi kat depan tue.....tak abih explore lagi.....hmmmmm biar kan ler...janji hidup bahagia....hmmmmmm nak tido dah nie......bye2 sume.................................

Surfing around...

Hmmmm hari nie aku boring gile...tak tau ape nak buat sebenarnye....esok ade kelas ielts...hmmmm...so malam nie aku surf puas2...try carik2 symbian software for phone aku....ces.....takde ape yg menarik pun.....carik2 jumpe blog jihan.....haiya.....aku pun tak sangka die ade blog.....berahsia ngan aku tue......hmmmm.....blog sorang2....takpe2 takpe2 Aku surf tenet nie dari pagi sampai malam......tgh hari benti sat layan telenovela ngan mak aku.....sampai kul 7.30pm baru semua telenovela tamat....aku.......hmmm sebelum tu sempat gak aku kambus balik lubang yg aku korek kat umah....paip pecah minggu lepas.....setelah abis aku kambus....aku pun kemas balik umah aku yg bagi aku cantik gile....setelah adenye bumbung....puas hati gak aku....buat bumbung pakai duit aku.....nnnt esok2 kalau org tanye sape bubuh bumbung nie....sape lagi.....abg apis laaa...hahahahhahahah...gile... Malam tadi aku berhempas pulas buat essay utk miss robin aku....miss ker madam aku pun tak tau...yg penting cun abis......sbb tu panggil miss....kalau madam pun...nak panggil miss jugak...kuakuakua......hmmmm.....setelah baca blog jihan....aku pun terasa yg aku nie dah bertambah berat berkilo22222222....tapi tak tau ler berapa kilo....yg penting bertambah......hihihihih.... Secret recipe ?....my aunty used to work there but in penang branch...hahhahahaa hari2 aku makan karipap besar...aku panggil karipap besar sbb pai tu bentuk karipap....aku pun tak tau name betul die.....setelah kire2....aku dah beli 13 biji kek kat secret recipe....12 biji sedap yg satu lagi ke tong sampah terus sbb terlalu banyak kacang.......sampai tak rase kek langsung........hmm 13 kali 57 = RM 741 ringgit....itu kek aje tak masuk segala lamb and all those thing.....hmmm kalau boleh makan kuar duit balik kan bagus.....heheheheh.. lame betul aku tak memblog....nie kire lepas geram nie.....hmmm kene simpan jugak idea utk secret blog aku.....hmmm blog nie just for me...takde sape pun tau...kalau boleh jumpe tu bagus ler...mmg terer ler sape yg jumpe tu.... hmmm lepas aku amik ujian nnt...dapat result...terus ke kl...tak mau cakap banyak...aku nak ke uk..............sambung degree...yahooo.....mintak2 ler dapat....kalau dapat...aku ler yg paling happy dalam dunia nie......amin.....hahahahahahah...