Havent heard from you.....

Its been a while since my last text...what is this feeling ? Uneasiness over something small....maybe its be being overly sensitive ? But this is really calm me down and rest at ease...just wishing everything was okey.......
Its 542am in the morning...i cant sleep and still listening to carta hati by najwa latif...with the song playing...my mind was everywhere...thinking about my life ahead of time...whats going to happen in my life....now rascall flatt - i wont let go playing and this song really inspired me in certain way...yesterday i drive my granny over to my aunt house...and all we did was eating and telling ancient funny thing my aunty did when she is young...hehe...i was laughing very hard....
Talk to capix as well earlier...we still the best laughing buddy...hahaha..all we did on the phone is laughing 90% of the conversation...capix making fun of me on fbook with shafa and lizzy...dang...well speaking of no life...we used fb to have a bit catching up with shafa and lizzy..although met them last year through capix perhentian trip....they are bunch of nice people to chit chat and good laughing buddy...well this is a blessed...last year was disaster for me...too many heartaching and heartbroken moment happen....last year, theres a time i try to recall when is the last time i cried ?then i reckon i almost never shed a tear since i was 15...so last year was like a reset point for my tears...theres a time i went to a movie alone sitting at the back row and cried....sit in the car and bleed my eyes again...drive to work and speak to my dad and bleed my eyes again.....learn about the truth about the lies told by people u trust...bleed my eyes to work...so dont ever guess on your sad moment...you gonna get it CASH...
Hopefully this year...everything move smoothly and blissfully...i want to have a happy year.....fun upfront doesnt mean everything is okey.....its a cover to a big pile of shit around....hehe...hehe...

Penang after 1 year

Its one year and three month since my last came back to hometown trip..actually im coming back this time just to take my mom and grandma for outting..but the weather was not that good...its raining season now...so its raining here and there...heavy rain plus a bit of shower in the middle...this month finally manage to squeeze every inch of my financial...just to come down here in penang...today trip was like ronda2 makan angin and looking for nutmeg pickle..or buah pala...so manage to find good shop...well i prefer malay pickle since they use white sugar and salt in the process..chinese pickle..they use vinegar...taste both...h i go for the not so sour taste which is from the malay shop...but a bit expensive compared to the chinese shop...we also had our on site fried pasemboq and cendoi pulut...my brother prefer his sarbat campoq over cendol...hehe...both are nice...i dont think i ever found any sarbat campoq in anywhere else...the red syrup mixed with coconut flesh and biji selasih...what is biji selasih in english ?? I dont think we have the wird fir it...how it looks like ?? Have u ever seen a frog laying their egg in the water ?? Yeah man, thats hiw it look like...hehhe...after the feasting session over...we head to batu feringghi...my sis and my mom and my grandma are craving for some sea water feet dipping session...i repeat feet dipping...thats all they do...izyan filled up her dumbell with sea sand...women...why seasand ??? Its the same with sand in subang ?...u never understand them...hehe...then after some pic capturing moment near the beach...we head back as the comulonimbus cloud is nearing...before the heavy rain hit us...its better we made our move fast...then reaching home..tired...and sleep for a bit...dinner we have my favourite char koey tiaw parit...nice...not subang char koey tiaw...all sampah...1 prawn with a bit of egg...and lots of taugeh...RM5.50... pfffffttt...

Life

Yesterday...i just noticed...i will working for another 3 days...thats mean...9 days of working straight...damn tired and restless...my mistake..havent checked the roster properly b4 accepting paycover...this is the worst part..people call you at home where u cant confirm and trust them
With the roster...haisshhh