What would you do here ?

hmmmm, have u ever put urself in this situation ?...its love triangle

let say you like this one girl and that girl also love you...and both of you is a happy couple...but before this person appear into ur life....there is another girl (your ex) which dumped you before....Now, when you have a new girlfriend.. your ex still treat you nicely and you thought it as a normal friend would do and you kinda glad that both you and ur ex is in good term...but as time goes by.. ur ex confessed to you that she still have special feeling for you...obviously you push her away and denied that u still have feeling for her...but your ex is okay with you being with your new girlfriend...your ex kinda feel realeased after she confessed to you about her feeling...your ex also have a good relation with ur current girlfriend...and ur current girlfriend is a very understanding type of person.. she trust you 100%.....but from what your colleague say...ur ex told them "thats alright and doesnt matter whether he like me or not...the important thing is i still love him and by loving him can make feel release".....

so now...your feeling is kinda being tested now.. you start asking urself...am i still love her or not ?... what kind of feeling is this ? am i feeling pitiful to my own ex which dumped me heartlessly...and the more u think about it, more confused you feel....you already did ur part by pushing her away...even keep a distance from ur ex.. and giving such effort to make sure ur relationship with ur current girlfriend is still good.. ur current girlfriend knows all the situation u're on and still trust you 100%....although you try your best to avoid your ex...u just cant...whether you want it or not, your ex still treat you nicely and still waving and smiling at you every morning, as you live in the same neighborhood....also have a good relationship with your family...and the impossible thing that you cant do is avoiding her at work place.. you are in the same team......hmm what will you do ? ur head wanna go boom...u felt miserable...why do you feel that way ?... so if you in this kind of situation...what will you do ?....

haaaa for this post....please please please leave ur comment....... :)..really want to hear ur opinion.. :)

p/s: no background music this time... :) as it just hit me while practicing korean handwriting..

Happy Happy although......

I am a very happy man today :)....semalam dapat kad raya dari my family...all adik2 and parent ada tulis something kat dalam kad tue...gile terharu gue...hehehe....abah,mama,yaya,ijan sapuan ipah and aji....thank you very much...dont worry, next year i'll be back for good and for sure we gonna have the best eid together...kita buat kueh sipot 5kg pun takpa....kita gelinte sampai patah pinggang pun takpa.... :)...hehehehe.....

Okay as for today....i continue on my korean study...hehehehe...skrg nie tgh buat handwriting practice...susah gak...tapi dah jadi seronok....best2...haenguneul pimnida apis...hwaiting.... :)....hmmm background music still the same....tak jumpa lagi lagu yg lagi best....skrg nie baru abis mandi and sejuk2...cuaca mendung2 sejuk2 suam2....music layan.....so nak tulis blog nie pun ceria...hehehe....petang nie bukak posa rumah abg jasmin...besday anak dia....tak ingat laa yg mana satu...tapi yg penting yg lelaki.... :)....

Hmmm semalam try2 web face recognition....HARAM.....muka gue sume mcm muka perempuan....cis....cis....try2 punya try akhirnya dapat laaa satu posing best punya....dapat ronaldo....muahahahahahahaha...that is after changing picture yg ke-7 keping...hehehehehe....at least ada jugak muka laki...muahahahaha....face recognition tipu.....maybe database dia banyak muka pelakon perempuan kot..

okay....bye2 자가라....... :)

p/s : cik ills..mulut ko masin...clubbox aku dah start hang for first time....cis.....

Suddenly....korean language... :)

dah 3 hari aku dok study korean... :)...sumenye gara2 nak bukak account kat clubbox...walaupun tutorial die bagus...tapi mcm tak puas hati laaa plak....banyak cacing kerawet and symbol2 yg aku tak paham...and iklan2 kat situ mcm cute....so bengang2....mula download alphabet korean...pastu tgk keyboard layout kat wikipedia..utk senang taip....pastu download dictionary...pastu carik how to learn korean...pastu byk laaa bahan2 rujukkan utk korean....hehehehhe....
tetibe jer aku terbelajar bahasa korea...mcm best plak.....senang dari bahasa jepun...nak tulih2 pun senang....heheheh....so hari nie aku buat sticker korean utk keyboard aku..muahahahahaha...so senang nak buat excercise die.....tapi part paling susah.....bahagian pronunciation.....tergeliat2 jugak lidah aku....sib baik jumpa website utk pronunciation and learning software aku skrg pun boleh bercakap....so mmg puas hati....so perkataan yg aku boleh tulih sekarang nie.... :)

감사합니다 = Thanks
시랑해 = i love you :)
아파요 = sick
행운을 빕니다 = Good Luck
도시 = city
저는 학행입니다 = i am a student
안녕 = Hello

wah2....letih laaa nak taip semua kan.....tu sikit jer tue...susah laaa tak terer lagi keyboard korea...tunggu lama sikit boleh kot...nie nak taip satu ayat pun juling mata aku carik huruf :)..hehehe...so thats it.....tulis2 nie...background music still from OST summer scent :)...tak kisah laaa kan cik ills.....die dapat cuti raya 2 minggu...seronok....post kat blog pun 2 baris jer....hahahah....cuba kalau tak cuti....mesti ayat permulaan nie kuar "sentapss" pastu "nyah" "nyoh"....muahahahahahaha......ape2 lah ek....hihihi...selamat puasa and selamat hari raya kat sapa2 yg baca nie ek...mlm nie dah setengah bulan kita posa.... :).....

Meriahnyee rumah kami hari nie... :)

Hari nie kami bukak puasa kat park barn drive....ramai orang...seronoknye rase...meriah...there are 16 people hari nie utk bukak posa...seronok gile....kak roh buat mee rebus....kak mal buat kuih ketayap...kak yayan buat tiramisu...nasik lemak iman pun ade lagi...oleh sebab aku tak suka sgt mee2....aku makna nasik lemak iman ngan sambal ikan bilis.....sedapnyeeee....bukan ape sgt...seronok bukak posa ramai2....yaakob plak bawak cheese cake and buah anggor...hmmm kali nie masa tgh tulih blog nie...lagu tema dari cite "summer scent"...cerita nie superb...biasa laa aku...lepas layan satu2 cite korea or jepun...mesti feeling/angau 2-3 hari.....lagu mmg best....bile music best....nak tulis blog pun seronok beb...tak ler rase boring....
Hmmm best ler cite nie...walau pun cite 3 thn dulu kot...walaupun heroin die mase mula2 nampak mcm maknya sayoq saja kan...tapi bile dah lame2...nampak cute2 and sweet2....aku layan pun sebab hero "autumn in my heart " belakon :)...hero nie sesuai ngan watak cool2 and control2 skit....hahahahahah...siot jer kan...jadi tukang komen cite korea plak kan.... :).....aku layan kat crunchyroll...tapi sebab best sgt...aku pun download kat d-addicts for better quality...skrg nie tgh menorrent kan diri lagi :)
So start 28 september nie....no more gayut2 tepon ngan family or org kat mesia...dah tak free dah...alamatnye...mmg layan skype balik laaa nie... :).....hmm ntah laaa....seronok plak kebelakangan nie layan blog org...semuanya rajin mengupdate...termasuk laaa "adik teloq ku" ijan.. :)...hehehe...seronok plak baca blog dia......and satu lagi jumpa blog budak surrey....blog wan....lawak jugak....hihihi...hmmm...tgh dok carik idea tulis nie...terpk plak aku....budak surrey yg lelaki tak ramai yg ade blog......sape jer ek...pian...aku....kerol....mader....tu pun yg 2 org tu dah balik mesia....
Nie gambaq anak kak yati ngan anak abg aswer....aritue bukak posa rumah diorang.....diet laaa konon kan....nampak seri muka...abih diet2 semua terpelanting....mkn pulut sampai ketat perut...muahahahahah....
Lawa kan minah nie.....actress dalam "its started with a kiss" :)....tgh tunggu yg second plak sekarang nie...ape pun...awek taiwan nie...mmg "A" hehehehhe...lawa gile.....hmmmm tgh2 dok surfing....terbaca plak....full house pun akan ade yg kedua plak...harap2....best....mintak2...song hye kyo ngan rain lagi yg belakon...hehehhehehe... :)....

Wah penatnyeeeee !!!

Mentang2 laa puase kan....penatnye aku rase....bukan ape....banyak nak kemas nih....nie pun tgh dok ngemas ler nie....ak ah kaannn....nak kene kemas blog.....kak ills kite kate blog aku dah bersawang....ye ker ?....hmmmmm musykil nih (:-?) <--taip dlm ym....sebenarnye...aku takde lagu baru laaa cik ills...kalau nak update blog...kene ade lagu yg best2....baru idea tu dtg bersimbah2...hahahahah.....aku pun dah lame tak baca2 blog org.....heheheh...skrg nie dok layan cite korea....muahahahaha....summer scents....hmmmm...bagus laaaa cik ills kite....blog die berpos aje kan....kene blajar ler carik idea tanpa lagu....hmmmm actually,kalau mase tengah sapu or mop lantai kat mclellan tue...idea bersimbah2....kan bagus kalau ade pc tersangkut kat kepala aku kan....boleh aku update selalu...hahahahaha.....hmmmm....byk post yg aku nak post tak post kan....jap ek...aku usha gambar jap.....selepas 5 minit carik gambar......
hehehe...kami kat dover....buat ape ? haaaaa....kerol nak tgk babi.....besaaaaa gile babi punye babi tue...dah mcm lembu ko tau.....badan die mcm no 8...kepala kecik jer....kerol sampai reverse2 kete laaa nak tgk babi gemok tue....hahahahah...tapi bile aku bukak tingkap....diorang marah plak kat aku...hahahahahah....so misi kami berjaya laaa....misi mencari babi gemok....hahahahahahhaha.....lawak tul laaa.....cik ills...cukup tak aku sawangkan blog aku nie ?...kalau tak cukup....nnt aku pakai hoover...aku hoover kan sume sekali.... :)....muaaaahahahahaha.....