Happy Thought

Lately, i am too depressed. I reckon, thinking too much made me like that. So..now i decided not to worry anymore. I should live my life as usual. Eat what i want and do what i want. So, i just need to be dont worry be happy...lalalala...Okey..yesterday my mom's need to do her groceries..back from hellish day at work...straight to my mom house..and drive them to mydin..back from the shopping...my mom made me the ayam panggang...hahaha...nice !!!! eventhough im knackered and sleepless for past 4 month...everything felt so relieving having this food...im adjusted considerably now to my current lifestyle...hopefully ill be healthy most of the time...Life is hard...indeed very hard but it feels...yeeeeah whatever...had my dinner late and went back to my home late as well...thought of finishing my novel or my bleach manga....just stay as a thought...once i put down my head...everything shut down quick...i even late to work this morning...lucky im working with my friend mr Jamali which eecently promoted as senior engineer...so im happy now...work seem more lively than my real life...office somewhere i could laugh and relax myself...hehehe...good day good life...stress free with second level imsomnia....thats me at present...

Worried

Worried and all the time im feeling worried...yes there are lots to worry nowadays...many things need to be settled..dont know till when is this feeling gonna last...hopefully its over soon enough...then i can be at ease a bit..maybe slouch a bit..stretch a leg...empty my mind...hehe...now..its full of everything..... And none of it is a good one...if this feeling can materiAlised itself...i might put best punch on its face...hahahaah..what a nonsense talk early morning...hehehe..

Hehee...got the strap which i like sooo much...hahahah...

Heart......

Baby youu.... Breaking my heart.... Baby whyyyyy... Breaking my heart....??... Heart.... Easily broke...tainted.... Hard to heal... heal, forget not.... Heart...where everything had been kept... Speak is very hard... Quite is the best and comfort never to come... pity you... be strong... ahead it is....pedalled hard... Safe haven... Is the place.... Better be close.... endure and endure..... Thats the need presently.... seek someone not... Trust is lost... Everybody it is.... Vowed... No trust anyone... seek me... Ask me NOT...

Mood killing...

Ethutiastic to do something.... But everywhere need a password... Login here and there.... dont have access.... And now feeling like hacking the thing put a virus... Then it'll die... Watch from a far... Clapping hand.... Happy... Both r f*****... Then got a reason why cant be delivered on time.... simple thing made complicated.... easy to understand but demanded lots of explaination.... asking something impossible and praise to be the mightiest..... be proper and neat but themself are all over the place.... These are the world currently.... Like ? Hate ? Dont give a damn.... !!!!

T-ara - Ham Eun Jung....

well after a long hiatus....just feeling like updating again... Just to post some pic of T-ara - Ham Eun Jung.... Cute and could be chubby at some point...hehehe... Currently shes in the drama music video lovey dovey with actor cha seung won...