I miss her…a lot

its 1020am in the morning here in subang…im sitting on my old lousy couch..hurting my back in few minutes. yesterday went out with epah and yanti..to iman’s house…we went to beraya..we’ve been served nasik dagang with fish curry and beef curry…its 6 of us altogether..ilot with her hubby and fren plus me with yanti and muza…

Actually, its quite a lot of thing bothering me lately, but i don’t know which one bother me the most. Live feel lifeless these few days back..but i think this is the side effect of under going a diet..yeah diet..i need to lose weight fast…really fast…next month gonna pay my gymnasium fee…which already 3 month overdue…its gonna be around rm400…then i’ll continue with my cardio…my stomach feel more comfortable now with less food…but my craving for normal eating dietry almost felt like its gonna burst…hehe…money is another issue here…i’ll need to me more active with this paycover thingy…i’m gonna be trying to do full swing this month…96hours…hehe..its another extra 2k…:)..dunno whether im capable of doing that or not..because its gonna be no life for me this month..yaa laaa…nurul not here..so nothing much to reserve ur day for…so im keeping myself busy this time.

Today is another day for nurul’s mom at the hospital. hopefully everything gonna be better. so that, everyone can be happy again..without a feeling of holding back…i hope you coping well dear if its happen you read my blog…i dont think anyone will read this post as this blog had been left alone for quite sometime…:)…i myself wont publist my link anymore…if its happen you found it from google or whatsoever website..u r welcome to leave me a comment…

yesterday took some more of daun pecah beling at iman’s house. today my dad already put it to sun after i’d finish washed it last nite.hope hudah giving her mom this drink regularly…hopefully its gonna leave a good effect on your mum dear…..

my aunt just gimme a call just now…asking me about going to the gym and stuff…hehehe..i’ll go next month okey…got invitation from epah to all shalimarian for open house this 10/10/09….dunno whether i can make it or not…supposed im working that day….but lamb curry epah’s dad were the best…heheheh…im tempted now…but diet ???!!!…arggghhhhhhh……..

p/s : my title doesn’t make any sense isn’t it ?..but it doest for me.. :)…i miss my other half…she sooo far apart…hope u r doing well.

What Happen....

        9th of August..that is among the most memorable day of my life. Why ?..My knee completely went to "seconhand" brand...I got my ACL completely tear. How ?..hmmm it happened during astro last day of team building, damn i was really looking forward for the BBQ dinner that night...My knee just making a POPPING sound..then i just fell to the ground and was in agony...cant believe it that tajul still laughing while im holding my leg..."tajul...lutut aku sakit beb"  that was the sentence uttered from me...

        Then after looking at my half dead face...he's asked "first time ker ko kena nie ?"...hahahah..then i was helped by couple of people to stand and moved to the side of the court...:p....surprisingly....i got a very good friends around and very attentive and very caring around. You just felt very lucky and damn appreciated...and even my newly promoted AVP being such a helpful friend...probably he's half drunk...you can see it from his face...hahahaha...

       After some first aid from the first aiders and friends..i went to the sooo called Government Hospital...and guess what ?...they know their way in annoying people...it just an epic loser service being provided to the people...so i just decided to head back to SJMC for checkup...i had enough...people are dying in front of me..but the doctor and nurse still being such a dickhead...yah..dickhead...people are dying..they still making some bloody stupid jokes...hey hey hey...the time will come when people gonna do the same thing to you...curse on you GH people.

        My checkup in SJMC went well apart from the bad news, my ACL were completely tear and no hope in healing it up..unless im going under surgery.shit.im afraid of the word surgery..its gonna be like sleeping-rehab-eat-sleeping-rehab-eat..for 6 month..what a waste of time and boring time...shit...i dont want to go through that...but some of my friend are really encourage me to do the surgery...as its will benefit me during my golden age...:)...so im still considering that...:)...but first, i need to be 100% FREE FROM ANY SWELLING AND PAIN...so that is my short target...:)...later i'll decide for the surgery.. :)...

       Tomorrow got an appointment with the physio department and a day after that, i will see my orthopedics specialist :)...and we'll see what's gonna happen and what will the doc said...:)...later i will update more :)..

p/s : I would like to thank to all my friends in pd..Ikmal, choo, tajul, hasdi,  boolat(my senior) you guys are the best. such a caring bunch of friend..really appreciate it guys..only gods can repay you guys..it is really touching moment when i recall the moment back...thanks a gazzillion guys...:)

Blog

Just came back from work…and the first thing that i done is reading blog…funny eh…even though i should be sleeping by this hour…but this blog is funny and seriously funny….it even do more whining than this blog..heheheh…so i got nothing to complain anymore…all the mourning and whining were already been interpreted in such a unique and super awesome way…hahahahah…

yesterday went out with my bro to maxis for prepaid conversion…it need to be changed to post paid…lately i had been using the phone like a business man doing all his project negotiation…heheheh…well…hopefully im gonna be a good businessman :)….will i ? dunno !!!…so went to maxis in taipan and i failed the credit check…shit….yeah shit happen…they still holding my record with tm bloody touch….it just for 95 ringgit….like they gonna go bankrupt if im not paying it…its a 10-year old bloody bills….so i went to tm centre to settle this thing…but you know what….once you’re bloody moron….its gonna be bloody moron forever..thats how we can pictured tm service….”the centre was closed” a day before its having system down…thats when my sist went by for closing our streamyx account..bloody hell…you cant even maintain your own system and the workers there kept saying “ sorry bang system slow giler” WTF is this….its your own system….its your own bloody system moron…..if you cant even maintain your own system…that reflect your bloody service with your customer…no wonder you guys having million of complain compilation over the internet…tmnet/tm/telekom=”A big F******JOKES”….

I’d been using wimax recently….and the service still okey up until now…and hopefully its gonna be lived up to it. the speed is maintained at 1.2Mbps…megaupload around 70kbps…acceptable…rapidshare were around 160kbps…which is at the full blast of its capability….now i just downloading all kind of stuff…just curious how much the speed gonna be tackle after 20gb data have been downloaded…they said its gonna be dropping to 80%…:)…which is still gud compared to streamyx….:)…

p/s : ilot pasang lah wimax….

Lately….

Late, i was soooo tired….Even at work, my eyes was slowly shut and auto paused…i didnt know why…probably lots happen lately….lots to think of…my head always thinking of something…sad…worried…weight management ? :)…probably one of the causes..huaaaaargghhh…even naruto and bleach can be forgotten…that is sooooo not me….Everyday came back from work…things in my mind is rest…and how many hours left till 12am…totally worn out….felt like my spirit were lifted up and put aside….:(…

Hahahahahah…after sooo long….my blog post begin with a whining of life…yesterday went back to penang for nazril’s reception…:) happy newly wed mate…both of them were very happy…and hopefully it last forever…then went to airport to meet up with nurul’s brother and mother…i didnt know how to start the conversation as her mother were not in very good condition…:(…and my mouth just utter something ahead of my head….cant remember what was it…but for sure…”ade mase kite jumpe lagi mak cik”…then they had to leave as i dont have a car with me….what a shameful moment…..pfffffff…

last week i went to alamanda…for a movies with my family…the cinema was not that big as mention by one of my colleague at work…apis ko tipu aku…quite a shameful actually when i did blurted “ceh pungkoq besaq nie…ketat laaa seat nie” then realizing that someone was behind us already…hahahahaha…shite…the unknown was laughing along with my mom and brother and sister….hahahahah…

The unknown post

this is my sister blog…got a sneek peek and screen shot this testing post b4 she deleted it…hahahahahahha…comel tak my sist masa tgh marah….she alway make a fuss every morning when shes getting ready for school….she’s standard 1 at this time :)…hehehehhe..now..shes the one who addicted to school…always came back late…lots of extra curricular activities….hahahah…:)..okey beger….