lots of thinking and disapointments......*sigh*

I'd been thinking a lot lately....and lots of thing end with a sad ending....even trying to not to think...surfing the net...rally korean drama watching.....but still...cant help myself from being not satisfied....frendster ?...the worst place to cool my head.....even more and more headache come after frenstering myself.....h8 that public website....its reveal everything that you're not supposed to know....*sigh*.........what can i do...? everyone can differentiate between bad and good....sin and grace...fuuuhhhh....
i just hoping.....this misery wont last long as i will...... :)....just dont care and continue on living my life....today is today and tomorrow is tomorrow......for the time being...think short...aim short...enjoy myself.....go to hell on what's goin' to happen in the future....:)...............

***sekolah baru nie best jugak....ada pak lawak...mizi...mamat nie sempoi...suma org suka kat dia...raja buat lawak manjang....baik yg skema...sampai laaa ke yg samseng2 sekolah...semua dia boleh masuk.....so..aku pun amik port join ngan depa nie....syok....so start dari tue laaa aku campur ngan bebudak setan2 nie....seronok kawan ngan setan2 nie....hehehehe....buat jahat sama2....kantoi pun sama2....hahahaha.....there is one time during recess time...me...aidi...mizi..faizal...and argh cant remember that guy name...we just went to back of school building and eat our lunch...after finish my lunch...without thinking...mizi just bring one picece of wood and ask aidi to break it....actually that wood been taking off from the almari pendidikan jasmani...hahahah...without hesitating....i smashed that wood.....hahahahah....proud of myself...i manage to break it.....and aidi kind of piss of as that wood is meant for him to break it...so he went berserk...and kick the cupboard...hahaha...and that time we think its fun...and 5 of us was kicking the cupboard for no reason...hahahaha....until.......***

story

waaaa...new school...susah nie nak sesuaikan diri....nak cakap pun rase susah...sib baik ade laaa clasmate lame...edi...die pun dah tak macam dulu...dah takde slang.....so...in new town,new fen...new classmate...everything is new...megat....and saiful adli...amongs the first person that i iknow..... :)
hmm...latelt..bukan2...dah dua hari..layan drama...semua best....hehehehe...syok gile... :)...so now i'm officially addicted to soap opera... :)...but i think its a good thing..as i can built up my korean vocab :)...huahahaha....아직...im still learning....공부 :)

Off to holiday... :)

off tooooo duuuubbblin.....dont even dare to give me any miss called or whatsoever.... :)....

Listening for love...By "My Mum"

tonite is a boring nite....morning actually....just finish my next episode of korean drama and before i go to sleep....checking my netlog page just pop to my head...wondering whats going on there with my mum and aunty and sister and brother and other family...whats the latest gossip back in malaysia...:)...nothing much actually.....EXCEPT.....one post in my mums blog....huahahahaha...kinda like too jiwang....counselling post...dont know which one....but this post receive lots of comment....so the post were like this.... :)...sorry mama....i curik some of ur post......


There are times when we are timid and shy about expressing the love we feel. For fear of embarrassing the other person, or ourselves, we hesitate to say the actual words ‘I love you’. So we try to communicate the idea in other words. We say ‘take care’ or ‘don’t drive too fast’ or ‘be good’.
But really, these are just other ways of saying ‘I love you’. ‘You are important to me’, ‘I care what happens to you, and ‘I don’t want you to get hurt’ all mean ‘I love you’. We are sometimes very strange people. The only thing we want to say, and the one thing that we should say, is the one thing we don’t say. And yet because the feeling is so real, and the need to say it is so strong, we are driven to use other words and signs to say what we really mean. And many times the meaning never gets communicated at all and the other person is left feeling unloved and unwanted.
Any expression of a person’s concern for another says ‘I love you’. Sometimes the expression is clumsy, sometimes even cruel. Sometimes we must look and listen very intently for the love that it contains.
We say ‘I love you’ in many ways - with birthday gifts, and little notes, with smiles and sometimes with tears. Sometimes we show our love by just keeping quiet and not saying a word, at other times by speaking out, even harshly. We show our love sometimes by impulsiveness. Many times we have to show our love by forgiving someone who has not listened to the love we have tried to express. The problem is listening for love is that we don’t always understand the language of love, which the other person is using. A girl may use tears or emotions to say what she wants to say, and her boyfriend may not understand her because he expects her to be talking his language.
We have to force ourselves to really listen for love. The problem with our world is that people rarely listen to each other. They hear the words, but they don’t listen to the actions that accompany the words or the expression on the face. Or people listen only for rejection or misunderstanding. They do not see the love that is there just beneath the surface, even if the words are angry.
We have to listen for love in those around us. If we listen intently we will discover that we are a lot more loved than we realise. Just listen!!!!!!!!!!.....It is so simple....

So anyone wanna comment ?....hehehe...honestly...i dunno what to say.... :)