I miss her…a lot

its 1020am in the morning here in subang…im sitting on my old lousy couch..hurting my back in few minutes. yesterday went out with epah and yanti..to iman’s house…we went to beraya..we’ve been served nasik dagang with fish curry and beef curry…its 6 of us altogether..ilot with her hubby and fren plus me with yanti and muza…

Actually, its quite a lot of thing bothering me lately, but i don’t know which one bother me the most. Live feel lifeless these few days back..but i think this is the side effect of under going a diet..yeah diet..i need to lose weight fast…really fast…next month gonna pay my gymnasium fee…which already 3 month overdue…its gonna be around rm400…then i’ll continue with my cardio…my stomach feel more comfortable now with less food…but my craving for normal eating dietry almost felt like its gonna burst…hehe…money is another issue here…i’ll need to me more active with this paycover thingy…i’m gonna be trying to do full swing this month…96hours…hehe..its another extra 2k…:)..dunno whether im capable of doing that or not..because its gonna be no life for me this month..yaa laaa…nurul not here..so nothing much to reserve ur day for…so im keeping myself busy this time.

Today is another day for nurul’s mom at the hospital. hopefully everything gonna be better. so that, everyone can be happy again..without a feeling of holding back…i hope you coping well dear if its happen you read my blog…i dont think anyone will read this post as this blog had been left alone for quite sometime…:)…i myself wont publist my link anymore…if its happen you found it from google or whatsoever website..u r welcome to leave me a comment…

yesterday took some more of daun pecah beling at iman’s house. today my dad already put it to sun after i’d finish washed it last nite.hope hudah giving her mom this drink regularly…hopefully its gonna leave a good effect on your mum dear…..

my aunt just gimme a call just now…asking me about going to the gym and stuff…hehehe..i’ll go next month okey…got invitation from epah to all shalimarian for open house this 10/10/09….dunno whether i can make it or not…supposed im working that day….but lamb curry epah’s dad were the best…heheheh…im tempted now…but diet ???!!!…arggghhhhhhh……..

p/s : my title doesn’t make any sense isn’t it ?..but it doest for me.. :)…i miss my other half…she sooo far apart…hope u r doing well.