So many thing happens lately. so many live shorten event happen. its time to rant again :)..at least…now right now..i just h8 the feeling in my chest…felt sooo burdensome…no one can help…with all these feeling inside, felt like isolating my self in one unknown place…then come out again after everything settled…with these feeling as well…i thought i have a good dream during my sleep…but dreaming of swimming in wide dark blue ocean with large rock here and there…..EVERYDAY…start bothering me…its fun for the first few days….but now….im started to worried myself…could this meant anything ?…its start to felt like a bad dream…
Another thing to worried…ipah and ajie gonna be taking PMR n SPM this year…but looking at them…so relaxing do nothing….especially ajie…im WORRIED…i wish i could sit with them and do the past paper together…but with working schedule during world cup…totally wore me out…i just not in the mood of doing anything after work…i just want to relax and empty my head…but thats impossible with current situation…
so many thing worried me lately….its sooo uncomfortable…..i hate this….now…life is suck….i hate myself…i hate my work…i hate everything happen…hopefully everything gonna turn out fine…..
pic below taken during my dad in Subang…at i-city….its fun…but not that fun actually…
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