Its been a while since my last text...what is this feeling ? Uneasiness over something small....maybe its be being overly sensitive ? But this is really calm me down and rest at ease...just wishing everything was okey.......
Its 542am in the morning...i cant sleep and still listening to carta hati by najwa latif...with the song playing...my mind was everywhere...thinking about my life ahead of time...whats going to happen in my life....now rascall flatt - i wont let go playing and this song really inspired me in certain way...yesterday i drive my granny over to my aunt house...and all we did was eating and telling ancient funny thing my aunty did when she is young...hehe...i was laughing very hard....
Talk to capix as well earlier...we still the best laughing buddy...hahaha..all we did on the phone is laughing 90% of the conversation...capix making fun of me on fbook with shafa and lizzy...dang...well speaking of no life...we used fb to have a bit catching up with shafa and lizzy..although met them last year through capix perhentian trip....they are bunch of nice people to chit chat and good laughing buddy...well this is a blessed...last year was disaster for me...too many heartaching and heartbroken moment happen....last year, theres a time i try to recall when is the last time i cried ?then i reckon i almost never shed a tear since i was 15...so last year was like a reset point for my tears...theres a time i went to a movie alone sitting at the back row and cried....sit in the car and bleed my eyes again...drive to work and speak to my dad and bleed my eyes again.....learn about the truth about the lies told by people u trust...bleed my eyes to work...so dont ever guess on your sad moment...you gonna get it CASH...
Hopefully this year...everything move smoothly and blissfully...i want to have a happy year.....fun upfront doesnt mean everything is okey.....its a cover to a big pile of shit around....hehe...hehe...
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